Her Birthday

This year it is rougher.  I don't know why but I feel the loss more this year. I am more moody and more likely to cry at the thought of her.  So of course I am constantly thinking of her.  This weekend is my Mother's birthday.  This is the 7th year she has missed her birthday.  I miss her. 

Yesterday I was watching what was supposed to be a man reuniting with his brother, but it had a surprise.. his mom was there too.  It was the first time he had seen them in 10 years.  He saw his mom and just collapsed saying "mama" over and over.  It was sweet and touching but heartbreaking to me.  I would love to see my mama again too.

This is the last photo of mom and I.